Hi.  I know a lot of you will probably disregard this post, but I'm hoping at least someone will read it.

There's a lot been going on lately, but I think a lot of you have a fairly biased view of the events.

Yes, I broke up with Tucker, obviously.  It was extremely hard for me, and I didn't want to.  I still care about him and love him.  But the relationship we were in wasn't healthy, nor was it going to be no matter how much we talked and tried to change it.  Everything was becoming stressful, especially with the distance, and I couldn't handle the stress anymore.  I know some people say that I should've tried to work it out, but that wasn't going to happen for me.  I hate that I hurt Tucker, but I honestly think that eventually things will prove that it was the best choice, for both of us and not just me.

Second, yeah, I did do stuff with another guy.  But I didn't do it "to" Tucker, like everyone has been trying to tell me.  Both of us had just gotten out of a relationship, and we were both upset and confused, and not thinking straight.  One thing just led to another, and yes, I do fully regret it.  But I didn't do it to hurt Tucker in the least.  Also, I'm not with Tucker anymore, so I am allowed to do things with other guys. And I only told Tucker because he asked if I had done things with other guys, and I hate lying.  So I didn't.

I think that things in my relationship with Tucker are a lot different then everyone percieves.  I'm not trying to accuse Tucker of lying or anything along those lines, but you all did only seeone side of things.  And I'm not drinking, I'm not fucking anyone.  I'm hanging out with people, and having fun.  I'm not fooling around.  Is there a guy I like? Yes. Is there a guy who likes me? Maybe.  But that doesn't mean I'm going to go off and do stuff with him.  I don't want to. I regret what I did before.

I don't know if that helps anythingwith anyone, but I'm just asking you all to try to be a little bit less biased.

Lauren

did anyone get a picture of tucker and i together when i was up? and if so can i have it?
thanks,
laur

so, what's everyone's favorite kind of cookie and/or bar and/or transportable kind of dessert?
and it'd be great to know...before december...28th/29th?
and are all of you going to kay shae's party?

thanks,
laur

so, I only have three and a half fucking days in New Hampshire over winter break.  our plane gets in December 31st about noon, then we leave really early January 4th.  who can do what when?  I don't need sleep or any of that bullshit, I just want to be able to spend time with you guys.

Laur

Stolen from mostly everyone

Step 1: Put your iPod on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search is cheating!

1.  There were bells on a hill
2.  Tell me, this is not the end
3.  If I could grant you one wish, I wish you could see the way you kiss
4.  Put on my blue suede shoes, and I boarded a plane
5.  Oh the places I would like to show you, although I hardly know you
6.  Yo [so?], listen up, here's a story
7.  It's not my destiny, to be the one that you will lay with
8.  Hi! I'm Brooke Windham, and welcome back to the Windham Workout Disk 2 Challenge!
9.  Now, I'm aiming for heaven, but probably wind up down in hell.
10. I smile, you laugh, I look away
11. My spirit sang all day, oh my lord 
12. Standing in line to see the show tonight, and there's a light on
13. Try to stay cool like you just don't care, but soon I'll be playing in your underwear
14. As a young girl, Louis Vuitton
15. I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
16. I'm through with standing in lines to clubs I'll never get in
17. Best friends in the pickup truck, we're Panama City bound
18. Hey boys, hey girls, hey anybody who will listen to me
19. Ba da, da da da, ba da da duh da da, blue skies, smiling at me
20. 'cause it's all in my head, I think about it over and over again
21. I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together
22. Happy birthday, happy birthday baby, I love you so
23. Was a thousand dollar wedding
24. Spanish bombs in Andalucia
25. And the world is made of energy, and the world is electricity

okay, so I know I don't post, but I'm trying to kill time here, so here we go.

( larger than life )

 camp for three weeks.

no phone or computer.

leave me lots of texts and voicemails and e-mails and comments and whatnot.

ily all.

i'd type more, but it's late and i'm tired.

bye!

laur

 The Big Read thinks the average adult has only read six of the top 100 books they've printed below.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicise those you intend to read
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them.

 
ETA: I forgot to underline stuff, so I went back and did it.  But, keep in mind, it takes a lot to make me /love/ a book.

 Georgia isn't home.

I don't wanna go back.

Can I live with someone?

Laur

This is Kay.  I don't wnt to log onto my acount and I'm on Laur's computer.  We just got Wii Fit and it's really funny to watch La try to do it.  Noteable the hulla hoop bit.  xD  And the stairs that are like DDR.  xD

I'm sure she's going to be deleteing this at some point, so best read it now.  xD 

Anyyways, my show last night.  I tihnk that it went down pretty well.  There was a ton of people there, way more people than we planned for, anyways, so that was a little strange.  I got to be "Katherine Young" and mingle with people for a bit and that was also good times.  And you all should come see me, because it's kind of a good show?  And there's food?  And it's tonight and the doors open at 6: 15 if you want to eat food, but the eating bit doesn't start until 6:30.  If you don't, you can't get in until 7.  So yes.  And it's 5 dollars for the show and 10 for the dinner and the show.  And you can't pay 5 dollars to just eat, if that's what you were thinking.  It's at 52 Concord street and you all should come.  Yeah.  That's about the entire point of this post.

My mother is now doing Wii Fit.  It's funny.